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“You might as well be dead. Seriously, if you always put limits on what you can do, physically or anything else, it’ll spread over into the rest of your life. It’ll spread into your work, into your morality, into your entire being. There are no limits. There are plateaus, but you must not stay there, you must go beyond them. If it kills you, it kills you. A man must constantly exceed his level.”
 - Bruce Lee

“You might as well be dead. Seriously, if you always put limits on what you can do, physically or anything else, it’ll spread over into the rest of your life. It’ll spread into your work, into your morality, into your entire being. There are no limits. There are plateaus, but you must not stay there, you must go beyond them. If it kills you, it kills you. A man must constantly exceed his level.”

 - Bruce Lee

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May 9, 2012.

     So today my family decided to blast me on my complaints about the amount of salt in my food, It shouldn’t have been a big deal, but they transitioned from food into how I’m lazy blah blah. My brother had decided to raise his tone with me so I had asked him to say it to me again, he had so I grabbed him and punched him on the chin. That wasn’t the best way to approach the situation but I don’t give any fucks when I’m in rage mode. Is it not also the persons fault who provokes the attacker? I have anger issues that had come up again due to all the stress from school , family problems , and work. I don’t complain to anyone I actually like keeping to myself since they’re my problems anyways , right? So the way I usually cope with life is by doing what I love and thats working out for example running , power training , or whatever it may be, but It hasn’t been enough. So from punching my brother things escalated to my niece bitching about some shit I can’t remember and me putting a hole in the wall. My mom hit me for being an idiot and I pushed her away. 

      I dislike the person I become when I’m angry I always end up hurting someone else or myself in the process. Not many people know about my issue but a few of the people who did know are currently out of my life. It’s sad knowing that part of me wishes they were still around. Ahh well lets go on,  I had a lot of occasions around a year ago and since then and up until about a week ago things were perfectly fine. I started to not give a shit about how I talked to my mom when I was pissed off about something, today after hitting my brother he said, “I don’t like the way you talk to mom… I love her with all my heart and this is how you treat her.” Tears coming down his face. I love my brother and my mom with all my heart,  after I had calmed down I realized that I need to do something else to cope with my temper. 

I’d like to say blogging helps with relieving stress and whatever, but the ego kicks in and I feel like “I’m a bitch.” 

   

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Old habits die hard.

Put my fist through the walls again. 

Anonymous asked: Are you going to "The Beatles: The Lost Concert" movie premier in a few weeks?

Not sure where its being held in my area, are you? 

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